August 31, 2009

你此刻的心情,是怎样的?

明天,又要上学了。
心情很blue一下~

从现在开始,我一定要振作起来!

面对事实吧!

没有我想要的,无所谓。
至少,我还有我自己目标。
至少,我知道我自己是有用的……
就够了~

=)

不知道明天又会是怎样的一天~
开朗?伤心?失望?失败?

哎!还想?!

顺其自然吧!

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黑眼圈那么明显~
怎么办咧?

要怪,就怪我自己。
每天都开夜车熬夜~

可是至少,有得到东西~

放多一点cream,应该可以了吧?



那额头上的痘痘呢?

=.="

我觉得明天我也会看见很多~跟我同类的吧?








我说的就是— 长痘痘的熊猫~
哈哈~

那,是熊还是猫?

呵呵~

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我刚才看见我妈穿的很性感出去。

我看到了,眼球都快掉出来了。

吓到!

太性感了啦妈~

亏你还那么大胆!

就算是欧巴桑也是有人要看的~
小心点!>.<"

爸,看好妈哦~

还有,不要喷血咯…

嘻嘻……

偶尔穿得美一点,也好。

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八月,我要向你告别喽~

九月,明天见!

祝大家~心情愉快!

明天会更好!


一起加油耶!!!

别漏油了~>.<"

Dreamed

I done refilling my oil until 1pm today.
=.="
Due to burning too much oil last night.
Btw I slept soundly~ =)

Yeah woke up and do things that I should do.

Once I calmed down...
Something came up to my mind!
Oh!!! I had a dream!!!

I'm squeezing my brain hard to think what I'd dreamed of..
I dreamed of a lot of people lar.
In a weird story~

This is how it happened.
I merely remember some part.

It all started from a table.
With me sitting with don't know who..o.o
Unshaded place! We're groaning ears to ears under the hot sun!
What the.........insane ah?

Then someone looked like Pn. Minachi approached to us and asked us to get lost.
And so we moved our heavy butts to the library...


In the library...
Jun king appeared lol.
And his buddy. Don't know who again.
He was hiding behind king.
o.O For what??

I saw Pn. Sofia there.
Whom teaches Maths in school.
Lol.

Weird....

And the setting change again.
This time at the corridor.
I think it happened in school compound.

Wherever it is~

At the corridor, maxim, wong and I were there.
Together with some unknown friends..haha..
I can't remember it. I'm not even sure that I know them. >.<"

Weird weird...

We're sitting on the cement floor~
Maxim was playing with coins on her hand. Erm left hand!
She set the coins on top of her hand. What's she doin'?
Wong talked something about her piano test.

At that time I was using my cell phone and I'm busted by a junior.
Huh?? Junior busted me....
The junior is starring at me like a ghost... Ewwww.....
She's a girl. Omg.
Yaikss!

I asked "her" to sshhhhhh...

O.O"


P.S. Maybe I should come up with a ghost story next time!!

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And the clock strikes to twelve.
MERDEKA!!! ke-52.

i'M alone. =.="

August 30, 2009

Eve of Malaysian Independence Day


I hit the sack damn damn late yesterday.
Consequently, I woke up damn damn late this morning.
Eww....morning breathe.
Brushed my teeth and cleaned myself up and went downstairs.
Bro was watching cartoon I think. (Ehem!!)
Mom and Dad went out for their brunch.

They brought fried yi mee and "kao ba" + "man tou" from a newly open restaurant.
Quite delicious. Dad commented tomorrow go to there for lunch again~
But not every shops will be opened during the Independence Day.
Don't know.

After finishing my lunch and a short rest in the living room, I locked myself in my room.
To study lar of course... Now the floor is a mess, with books. I never tidy them up since I started my revision.
My sister nearly fall down upon stepping on them last night. Hahahahaha...>.<" soli...

Mom went to get her hair cut in the noon. As well as my dad.
But I wonder my dad has hair to be cut??? Yeah, there is......only some.
After my dad has done, he dumped mom alone there and came back.
Mom gave my dad a "ring" when she's almost done.
So dad went to the salloon again to fetch mom. This time my bro followed.
He wants to get his hair cut too... Yesh!! Finally!! My bro cut his hair... He looks much more better now.
He looks untidy and nerdy with his long hair uncut. Plus his spec. Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~

They all have their hair cut. What about me???
No.... I don't want to cut my hair first.

Once they reached home, mom informed us to prepare ourselves~ We're going out for dinner!
Therefore I closed my book and took my bathe.

Suddenly!!! In a sudden!!! Mom shouted that our cousins came to our house!!!
I was like "What the?!!!".....................
I haven't wear my clothes lar that time. Zzzzzzzzzzzz.......
I freaked out! I just came out from the toilet.
In short, I'm naked la. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz... Don't think too much btw. Lol.

My hair is wet. My short towel is outside the room.
Hmm......maybe not so fast will come upstairs. Go visit visit downstairs first.
I opened the door little by little. Omg! Ah yiing jiejie at upstairs d! I'm BUSTED. Eeee embarrassed.
Of course I'm wearing bathrobe lar.
Quickly took the towel and locked the door. Phew~~ I'm safe now.
Not yet!!! My niece came too!!! She's a playful one. Although she's just about 5. T.T

Together with SueVin(cous sis), Reen Yi(niece) kept on knocking and pushing my door. T.T
C'mon lah don't play leh... I haven't wear my clothes. My heart beat was beating fast. Swt.
I'm rushing myself to the fastest speed. The door kept on being pushed. Hell.......please lar...don't bully me.

Sue Vin : Reen Yi, jiejie inside there leh. Faster call her to open the door!
Reen Yi : Jiejie~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Open the door!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (Wah very high pitch o)
Me : Weiii.......wait leh I haven't wear my clothes! Don't rush me. T.T (tears rolling)
Sue Vin : Yerrr...... jiejie haven't wear her clothes leh.
Me : *speechless* (still wearing my clothes on)

Then they walked off from my door. Phew~
A few seconds later, they come and make noise again. Omg... Die.

Okay done wearing my pants and so I unlocked the door.
Before that! I swiftly tidied up my room. But the books, no.
I'm so scared that the door will be unlocked or spoilt being pushed my them so hard. Zzzzzz....

Once I opened the door they're the first to dash into my room.
I took a long breathe~ Phewww~~~~~~~~
Suddenly appear in people's house. I know it's ghost month but at least inform first mah.

I just saw ah yiing jiejie and suevin and reenyi only. Coz I'm not wearing my specs. Can't see lol.
Don't know who are the others.
By that time they're exploring my room, I hardly dried up my hair using the short towel I grabbed just now.
Then they left. Now is my brother's turn to suffer. Hahaa.. Don't know why my brother never open the door.
Is he naked too? Haha. ReenYi kept on knocking his door. Kesian. =.=

FYI, ReenYi is Ah yiing jiejie's daughter. SueVin is her aunty. Haha... As well as me lar. T.T
She called me aunty! Oh no...... Nightmare. Call jiejie can already lar. I'm not fit to be aunty right now.
Another daughter of hers is so quiet~ Not really active.
But ReenYi is super duper active kid. Omg. I'm afraid of her. She can do everything if she is able to.

Umm... They left my room. I'm in peace now.
I lifted up the hair dryer and dried my hair.
Halfway of it, I realized the house became so silent. Doesn't it suppose to be damn noisy and full with ReenYi's laughter? So I checked them out at the playground. Yeah, they're there.

When I went out, they're leaving d.. Sobx. I shouldn't choose to dry my hair. I should have join 'em.
Oww...... Never mind. There is always a next time. =)
My cousin bro's wife, my aunt and SueVin's fiancés came too. They're in the car already.
Sue Vin is getting married!!! Hurray for her!! hoho.

I saw ReenYi with angry face. Don't know what happened. Lol. Btw she looks so cute. ^^
She has curly hair. She gets the genetic from her father I guess. She looks like a mixed but she's not.
A special kid I can say. Hyper active. Scary~~~

Done bathing, so went out for dinner.
Unfortunately for me, bro is going for a barbeque party with his tuition friends.
I asked him to da bao for me if it's possible. He always did that. Hehe.
Fortunately, he's having fun right now I think. Laughters all over, throughout the bonding session. =)
Good for him. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee I hope I can get to eat one barbeque chicken wing. >.<"

After dropping him at friend's house, we headed to our destination- a chinese mamak.
Umm... We ordered clay pot chicken rice and umm...a glass of less ice bali(lol) and umm...fried o jian.
The fried o jian is damn............ A not-recommended-fried ojian.
They clay pot chicken rice was still okay.

Not full enough! We went to emporium makan there to have a second round. Whoa! Outstanding stomach.
Eng Ann Town is fulled with malays. I remember there used to be crowded with chinese.
Time changes and things change. There is just a small amount of chinese people there that you can find.
Even the Bukit Raja Jaya Jusco. Majority are the malays. Because all chinese are being attracted to the JJ near my house. Great magnet. Lol.

So so.... We watched TV while eating. 8tv News!
I think it reported about a girl committed suicide. But the police it is not likely to be that simple.
Then an old man, he talked in hokkien. He said, "Where got possible commit suicide la. Dropped from high building and her bone structure is still perfect." Something like that. I translate it directly from hokkien. Hehe.
Kinda funny. It cheered me up.

I'm so so so blue in the car just now. But the old man cheered me up.
While leaving I saw the old man cycling back home. =(
I'll offer him a lift if I can! All though he has a head fulled with white hairs, he can still cycle!
Sigh... I hope my grandpa was capable do that....... Grandpa~T.T

Oh yeah. My dad said he dreamed of grandpa yesterday!!!
He said he saw grandpa showed himself up at my uncle's family barbeque dinner.(BBQ agn u see)
My uncle did have a barbeque dinner yesterday night. Or today? Not sure.
My mom said he think too much because he is not invited. Lol. Funnei~
She added, "Grandpa gives 4D number?"
Dad said, "No la..."
Mom tsk-tsked. Swt....

Haha...okay. This post is long enough.
Got to go and study!











Oh, and Happy Independence Day to Malaysia!!!
52nd* year liao. JYJY towards Wawasan 2020!!!

BYE all~~

37 days before PMR

August 29, 2009

JJ again

Just now went JJ again. On weekend, there will be a hive of activities. Crowded with people. That's what I like because I can meet many friends there every time. Especially at night. Tuition friends, schoolmates and lots of seniors working at the outlets or food restaurants. Weeeeeeeee~

Had dinner over there... Guess what? Kenny Rogers again! It's my mom's suggestion. Lol. Apparently, she likes to eat the so-called Quarter Meal + 3 side dishes. So we ordered 3 sets of it and there were 4 of us. Mom, Dad, xk and I. Mom and Dad had a little argue when ordering. Lol. Even though we ordered only 3 sets, we're finishing the portions reluctantly(actually only me lar). Omg damn full. However, the muffins taste nice! I like the top part. Kinda crispy. That had become as my dessert. So happy!

After having our dinner, xk said that he wants to have a hair cut. But it turned down. Don't know why. I didn't ask. I'm just walking leisurely at that time. Don't care about it. >.<" Maybe just too expensive. He always has a budget on spending his money. Then, mom and dad wanted to go back home. Xk and I objected! Haha. So they went to their favourite outlet- F.O.S. Daddy bought a T-shirt. While they're choosing clothes, xk and I went to find sze yiin. One of my senior. She is working at Kim Gary. She proclaimed that I've grew taller. Hehe. Yeah, that's true since the last time she met me. Btw I wish to grow taller than I am now. Feel so short when standing with people who are taller than me. I ran into wai yen and jenat too. With their families. As usual, they like to wear dark colour shirts, with their hair untied. =)

We also stepped into the outlet where fungshen is working. His hair looks stylish. Haha. But he's so quiet. He always complaint I pretended never see him. =.= No...I did not pretend! I really didn't see him~ Hmm.. Nothing to chat so we left. I will pass by his working place and spot him every time if I go to JJ. Lolx.

Dad called and we gathered at second floor. From far we can see daddy walking like an old man. Lmao. Dad said that his leg ached. For reducing the pain, he bent his back. Imagine it. Funnei~

Xk bought an ice cream from McD. Coincidently, met another two seniors of mine. Xk knows them as well. One of them is my group leader during a camp of CS. 2 years ago I think. I love my group! And I guess so we won the first place. Proud proud:D So xk stayed there as my seniors are having a gathering outside- at the smoking area.

We parked our car at the open air. While approaching to our car, we passed by Digi Centre and I get my expired credit topped up. Fetched xk from McD and headed home. Just a stone's throw where my house located from JJ. One minute can reach home d. Hehe. It's really good to stay near a shopping centre. Stephanie said that she would choose to steal my house so that she can go to there whenever she wants. Lol. I was like "What the............". But if she wants to go, she can follow me back home. Haha.

I'm glad to have a night spending together with my family. I must appreciate the chance and every time we go out like this. Just love my family. I miss my erjie and dajie, too.

Anyways, hope to visit my grandma ASAP! It has been a long period since the last time I paid a visit to her. Ohh, bad grandaughter I am.......

P.S. I spotted one handbag in F.O.S outlet~ I want that handbag! Mom just don't let me to buy it. T.T But that still is my aim. Grrr...... "I'll buy it myself then", whisper in my heart.

Professionals are Professional

When the pros are doing their job,
to keep in silence is the best advise that I can give.

>.<"

Believe me.

Pictures of Outing of CS~

Remember that I said we had a celebration held at JJ??
I left earlier. Cause of attending tuition class.
Geezz~~ What a waste.
Hence you can see no me in the picture!

LOL. What can I say? 7 of us are missing.
The missing ones, Me, meisang, susan, joevy, suetyi, qiying and yauhui.
Where are they?o.O" I have no idea.

Anyway, these are the pictures captured. =)

















Having dinner at Kenny Rogers Roasters.
Left side from behind: wenpin, king, szehwa, yk, siong, adrian.
Right side from behind: chenelle, joling(president), hanyee, aidee, kaiyen, ah long.

















Their pose with fork & spoon! Say Cheeeeeeeese!





















Edited by Chenelle.
Too bad I'm not there. sighhh.........

















The last but not least, not a very nice one
though~ But still a memoriable picture!


Can say so this celebration is a farewell party too.
Our seniors are leaving us soon, next year. *expired*

I'm eagerly looking forward towards next year's Chinese Society!
Hope that we all learnt from our mistakes and be lessons for next year.
Hoping that we can be the best.

Lastly, claps to all the members that support us.
We will need your sincere support next year as well. Better yet, forever! heh=)

August 28, 2009

Exam?

I hate it~
When my daddy will take advantage once I leave the PC.
ARGH~~

Make me feel like kicking him off every time.
But I can't do that.
No matter what excuse I give, my daddy is still the one who bought the PC. =(

By the way, I've decided to be absent to school~
Perhaps not starting from next week. Umm... After trial exam I guess.
My brother encouraged me to do so. Whereas about the attendance, he's speechless. Haha.
Trial is on 11th-18th of September. T.T
That result will be on the record. Haiz. Add oil ba.
Quite excited about my personal holiday~
But then still got very long.

Remind myself, don't take things for granted. >.<"
Hmm..I think fur Geography, Pn. Rohana haven't finish everything lar~
And also my sketch book haven't pass up. Left one chapter's note to be done.
I'll borrow from vivien. That includes 30% of our art's trial exam! This off pmr. Not counted. ^^

Umm... English teacher sure will be giving essay every day. Omg. What the hack~ I don't want ! I don't want! The other subjects~
BM, for sure exercise teacher will distribute. Science, revision.

Maths, all I can say is boredom! I don't like her teaching. Mind my own business during her period. Anddd ah...
KH! That.......I'm weak in that. Erh... Self study ba jyjy^^
History, exercises. I gotta catch up.

Hence 1+1+1+1+1+1+1=7.... 1 more leh?

Chinese Language lor... T.T sobxx..
My chinese became very weak since I went secondary malay school. = =" Influenced by too many english and malay~~ See?? That's the demerits of going malay school.........

Chinese is slowly abandoned by ME! Lol. Me or of my every chinese friends? Even when communicating we talked rojak language. ZZZZZZ not good.

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~

39 days before PMR

Woke up late today. Like usual I have to say. Haha.

Umm okay.
After I'm awake from my sweet dream~
I starred at my jiejie for a long time~
From her coming out from the toilet until she wears her uniform and make-up.
After she left the room only I jumped off the bed~ ^^
Hey..don't think something else ya.

These few days have chance to see my jiejie more. And chit chatting. Cause I'm having holiday ma~
Usually schooling day wake up earlier than her.
During holiday she will wake up earlier than me. That's why. =)
From day work till night. Midnight only reach home. Sobxxx....

Feel jealous that she need not go to school anymore and yet I'm still at Junior 3. Sigh~
Hope I can work as soon as possible. Maybe after the pmr examination?
Umm.. I mean part time job. Hehe. Then got extra pocket money to spend ma~
Or save them.

Hmm anyway after having a bathe, I went downstairs to have my lunch!
Umm I ate...."ban mian"~ A kind of noodle soup~ Not really sure what is it call in English.
The noodle is stretchable one...hahahahahahaha..can pull~
Separated d then got bouncing effect.hahahahaha...

After eating, rested on the couch and watched mom vacuuming the floor...lol.. I didn't help. Bad??
Feel a little bit guilty~ Sorry mom~ Later I help you to fold the clothes~

Hehe :D

Oh.. I forgot to mention something.
I dreamed of someone...which I hope to keep it secret..xD
Very weird dream.
I received a call from someone. And someone said something really weird. Weird~o.O
What someone said is kinda hurting me too. Why someone will say that arh???
Hmm...just a dream~ never mind~

August 27, 2009

A Question Here

40 days before PMR



I've been thinking for the whole day~

"Should I go to school next week?"

Or just stay at home~and study?

If I choose to play truant, my attendance will be ticked "0", which I don't hope it to be.

Mother will not hundred percent agree with that idea too...

But I have more time to rest. Less stress.

If I decide to present to school, it's kinda wasting my time.

In addition, I have to wake up so early, iron my uni(wastage of electrical and heat energy), sleep earlier, don't have more time to study, tiring after school and the list goes on.

I can't study at school~

I will just chit oh chat with ma' friends.

Anyway,

It's my teacher's advise to stay at home and study. Perhaps it's a better way to study.

Hmm......... Two pick one.

So...

Go or not to go?

Maybe I will prefer to absent to school.

But that doesn't seem to be a good idea~

Any comments for me?? It will be useful though~ =)

Just msn me or post comment upon this post. TY.

An Incident






















"I was thoroughly reading my book when my brother called for a glass of lemonade. Always getting me do things, I decided to teach him a lesson. I stirred lots of salt in his drink. Suddenly, father yelled our canary had escaped. After catching it and feeling thirsty, I gulped the salt lemonade without thinking. My trick had backfired."


Quite funny one.haha.

Have a nice day! :D

Happy Birthday To Brian Ong!

*Half past 12*

Today is Brian's 16th birthday lol.

Let's sing him a birthday song~

Happy birthday to you~
Happy birthday to you~
Happy birthday to piggy ONG~
Happy birthday to you~~~

Wish you become handsomer and handsomer.
Hehe.

Sorry har no present for you.
But I still remember your birthday leh.
Touched leh~~

You also don't remember mine.T.T
You wait laa......

You're elder already~
Hope you will stay young! XD

Although we just sms and chat in msn~
We still are good buddies! I appreciate on knowing you this friend.
Always have the common topic to chat.
Haha. I like it.

Anyway,
I hope you see this. =D

Happy birthday again!

August 26, 2009

Miss Adeline Day

These few days keep on mentioning about miss adeline...lol don't know why~
Maybe see her too much.
Plus she a pretty and cute teacher. I'm serious!! =)

Today happened to be Miss Adeline Day because for almost 6 hours we're looking at her, listening to her explanation and teaching as well.

We looked at her, she looked at us. Hmm.......
Even breaking time......

I give the word - EXHAUSTED~
We have to squeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeze in so many many many many concepts as well as formulas into our tiny brain. Haha!

Lucky la. Only revision. Still can stay alive.

If I really get A for PMR, I must be thankful to her! Even though if I do not, also must thank her~
Because she told us she sacrificed her date just to do revision with us. BIG sacrifice man. Lol.

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

During break time, I think all of us ordered popia and the same dessert.
So the auntie have to give us the baki. Each by each, one by one.
Opps...rojak language came out d. >.<"

Umm..anyway when we're footing the bill, the situation was a confusion.
Popia- RM1.40
Dessert- RM1.30
Yet everyone of us paying separately. Zzzzzzz.....

Know popia right? A chinese food where many mengkuang and all the rojak things(youseerojaklanguageagain) are wrapped with chillie and sauce spreaded on the wrapper. Nice! :D

When we order already confusing enough.After ordering still have to deal with the coins.

"Erhh...", the auntie considering very much.


Then, a heroin which is one of us paid one RM50 paper money to the auntie. Easier lah.

But, that reversely brought trouble to herself.
All owed her.
So, everyone gotta return her the money.
Holy cow. I think there were 8 of us. Hehe.
=.="

Spent less today. Good job. So that I can save more money!!! =)
Ty to daddy give me pocket money to spend. T.T

August 25, 2009

A Better Day

43 days before PMR.

Today went to jj.

For a celebration of chinese society. Yeah.

But I'm not gonna elaborate that in my post. Lol.
It's too hard to express it here. For me la.

Understand it. Yeah. Hahaha...

Then about 5pm I left.
Went home and eat.
And headed to tuition centre.

The thing was, I can't believe that I still have the ability to concentrate in the class after shopping and entertaining a lot!!! woo hoo... Like superwoman? Maybe. =)
Luckily the class is just one and a half hour.
If not, you will hear a loud snoring sound.

~.~"



Oh, before I forgot.
I went through "Facts", my previous post, just now and realized I missed out one important word.
I corrected it. It's in red. I added it inside. =)
Have a look, if you wish to.

Okay, that's all for today.
Have a nice Tuesday!

P.S. Tomorrow having tuition class. In the morning. OH crap! Can I make it? Five and a half hours!!!! *crazy*

August 24, 2009

WINNERS

Just came back from tuition.
And I'm here! =)



Miss Adeline presented this on her slide show.
I think it's a good one and should be immortalized in everyone.

This one.



"While most are dreaming of success, winners wake up and work hard to achieve it."



It holds a very strong encouragement.

I guess so I get influenced by that phrase.
I guess so I'm gonna burn my midnight oil later.

44 days before PMR. If I'm not mistaken. Hmm.....

Facts

What should I say??

Speechless.

About yesterday...

It's totally out of the blue and I'm blue.

Owh yeah.

But luckily I had nge to be my companion.

Hmm...we chatted about life.

Yawn~~~2am only adios to him.

He told me his life is simple and easy.

Stress free.

Wondering if I can be the way he lives now.

As I have so many things to deal with...

He's there, relaxing, playing his bkb.

Me, studies, family, schools, tuitions and my main point FRIENDSHIP.

Sucks alright?

Sometimes if you said or do something which are against them, hah. They will not tell you.

They're back there teasing you. Gossiping you.

Without you knowing about it. Yeah, this is the real world.

I gotta face the fact. I can believe no one now.

But some, they still can joke with you...care of you...

How nice when I were together with them crapping.

Yeah. Dream too much.

What??? I don't really feel I am myself now.

Syndromes, syndromes just like to insult me.

Quarrels, quarrels will I hear at home. That's stressful enough alright?

Like they know everyone's life is going through the same.

I can say I'm different from you.

Yeah. You have a nice family. A perfect family. You have sisters there caring of you. How wonderful....

That doesn't bring you any hard times. But me??? Do I have what you have???

Do you even asked about it??? No. I won't tell you either. To oblige, you're not a good friend though.

No no. I'm not saying about the person you're thinking. You won't know who is that.

This time, I'm really very pressure.

Sometimes I wanted to give up. I want to disappear from this universe. Right now, right here.

In short, to die immediately. To set free myself from suffering. Suffering to death.

But I "delete" all the negative ones. I can't just do whatever I want to do.

Yet another problem came to me.

Because of my clumsiness?

No! It's just that, people always think different from me.

And how am I suppose to know that, they have sensitivity on that???

I'm not a mind reader!!! Like I said before, need not I have curiosity if I am one.

So is it that we're not suit to be friends anymore???

Or I'm the one who is the alien???

You just can't understand my situation, don't you?

We're on the same ship. I'm sitting at the edge. Alone. Loneliness I felt.

I'm not begging for mercy. I just want you to wake me up!

I'm alone. I'm all alone. Don't sing to me "You're Not Alone". Don't let me hear of that song, too.

I'm the odd one.

I'm problematic.

That's it. Problematic.

Plus I'm not a very socializing person.

That worsens my life.

I need comforts.

I need somebody......

I need true friends....to get me through this.

I will try my best.

Perhaps, I will put this aside first.

I wanna concentrate on my studies too.

And why the hell climax happens at this time. Now, it's a bad time for it.

What should I do now?

See that now?? S.O.S.

"Sometimes I just forget, say things I might regret."

Forgive me.

August 23, 2009

Nothing special happened today.

Just hoping that I will not spend my holiday just like today.

Hahaha...I ended up with online games.

Swt.

However I kept on disconnected.

That's one of the bad thing to stay in new housing area.

Weak signal strength.

Sigh~~~

That's why I'm here to post! =)

Lastly,

Buhbye~~~

August 22, 2009

My Saturday

Sitting in front of the TV,
On the comforting couch,
With the pillow I lean on,
And chewing my pizza bun,
Full of enthusiasm on the play.

For day and night,
I never leave the remote alone,
Or the computer,
That I kept on clicking and typing.

Lunch and dinner,
Will I have at the dining table,
With empty seats,
Of my two in loved sister.

I watched my most preferable programme,
A "Let's Dance" show,
Which has a fun-filled stage,
And combination of brilliant ideas,
That made my jaw drops from time to time.

Out of the blue,
A message leave my mobile phone in no rest.

Eyes sticking on the TV screen,
But hand reaching for the phone,
And opened the inbox message,
It's him!

Once again it brings up the question,
That repeats endless in my mind,
And wonder how great it is,
To be a mind reader,
So that curiosity will not I have.

Now,
I'm still digging out the answer,
So that peace will settle on me.

By,
SiEwmai xuan.


Poem perhaps??xP
I love colours to be that way.hehe.

Now I'm just waiting for my junk food!!!

The Most Shocking

Oh god, sis.

You totally gotta pay back my junk food!!!

I bought it for myself with my own pocket money one...and you ate it...

You shouted from downstairs, "Mei!!! I finished your junk food already lo!!!".

I thought you were just joking.

No! You're not joking, eventually I found.

I spotted the tupperware where I kept my junk food inside.

Oh no!! It's empty!!

SIS!!!!!!! WOOOOOOiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Geeeeeezzzz~~~~~~~~

Now I want to eat also cannot.

Remember to buy it from the supermarket before you come back from AEON.

Hmph!!!

Feel like tearing you off.

Better don't finish my candies as well.

Hmph!!!

The Traffic

Well well well....
I hope I don't get my holiday full fill with boredom!!!

I want something challenging from you.


* * * * * *

Okay. Back to normal mood now. Lol.
My alarm awakes me as usual. The alarm tone vibrates my eardrum and shocked me up.
That reminds me, "Oh, tuition!!"
With full of enthusiasm, I jumped off the bed.
Approached and grabbed my towel.
Water... Refreshing ah!

Then consumed my breakfast(bah kut teh!^^) and here I go for my class.


BBT2 <~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Eng Ann
That's a long distance. o.O

After 15 minutes.......

Reached!
Quick! Quick! Quick!, I said to rush myself.
Put my slipper on the rack.
Climbed the stairs.
Pushed the door....


Suddenly a voice from the counter seems to be directing towards me.

" ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? "

Clerk : Are you form3 student?
Me : (turned my head) Umm yeah!
Clerk : Your class is at the other end.
Me : An noh ya hor! Aiya... Forgotten already.


Hence I got my feet on my slipper and dashed to the classroom we shifted to.
There is another class going on in our usual Room1.
According to Ms. Adeline, Grace Tay is having form4 BM class.
The amount of students might not fit into other classes.
So the largest room they took.

Hmm...and so our Science SKIM class started.

at
22/8/09
10am - 1pm

"Institute Delta & Johan
By Ms. Adeline Tay"


Today's topic is form2 chapter 6 Air Pressure.
For me, I'm pretty confident with that chapter.
So most of the time I did not pay full attention~just, to some parts which I'm blur.

Simple concept lo.
High pressure to low pressure.
I like it. Kinda interesting I feel. And easy to understand.
Only difficulty in answering and explaining.


Among that period, form4 say bye bye d.
We moved to our usual class. Coz no projector use mah.
Ms. Adeline's projector broke down for the first time after 3 years using it and she blamed that on us. Sorry lo teacher, we brought the bad luck for you~lol

I got the back seat. =.="
Yeah right...teacher seemed to be so tiny front there.
But she used up all her energy and effort explaining to us about the topic.
What a nice teacher~ I wonder how lucky it is to have a teacher like that in school.
Don't dream!!! Government school teachers(some) are not that hardworking!!!



Time flies~
Home sweet home~
Before that, my dad and I were trapped upon the traffic jam, at the U-turn under the bridge.
You know, Bukit Raja JJ that path way.
Crazy jam I tell you.
Plus, it's rainy day.
Pissed off!!!

Although my dad was frustrated of the traffic, something healed him a lot.
There were many cars going to the same way with us~
Hundreds perhaps?
It's a headache situation.
Little by little the cars move.
And yet, there were still a lot of cars from the opposite direction approaching to the same road where we're going. Holy cow!!!
"Where the hell is the traffic police lah??", my dad bubbled.

Call traffic police, he came. Woo hoo!!!
Long live, traffic policE~~~
Outstanding!
He blocked the road at the opposite.
Yeah! Less car, the faster the traffic can move.

All the cars would have to reverse their car and go another way.
Except for one Proton Waja that decided to sneak through the unblocked part.
Haha..funny one..
My dad was clapping like hell after seeing what the traffic police did.
The road block, he placed it in front of the Waja car.
Naughty Waja driver hah!!! Gotcha!!!
The driver had no idea. And so did the same as the other drivers.

By then, the traffic was smooth once again.
Thanks a lot, traffic police~haha~

Try to imagine if you're like my dad, driving in the traffic moving slow.
You spotted the situation. =)


EA ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~> BBT2

Home Sweet Home.

August 21, 2009

Dear spammers,

don't be a coward to announce your identity.


P.S. Overall of the chat box's posts had already I respond on the previous post. Please read it from there. Thanks.

To All The Spammers

this post would be a long one.
so hang on my lips.


should i say "loyal spammers"??
lol??
the odds are that, every day, the same spammers with different names, will spam my chat box.
apparently, u read my posts. by that, i will say thanks!
unfortunately, u give a piece of your minds to me, without any reasons.
what for? does it bring any benefits to u?
there is no need to turn one round, alright? call a spade a spade.
don't make fool on me! although i don't look like a fool after u fooling me.
don't think that u can ruin my reputations just by doing this.

don't be afraid to let me know the real u. it won't harm yourself.
and this came up to my mind.."is it because the spammers are...cowards??".

one person said tat i hiao. u wondered is it true.
the second person said tat i hiao.. u started to believe.
the third person said tat i hiao. u believed it.
true?

or u just blindly receive the order from your friend to spam my blog??lmao.
here, let sleeping dogs lie. who like troubles? oh, is it u?

plus..
u don't have any rights to ask my friend to shut up.
don't involve her in this. she posted on the chat box, because she cares about me.
do u have a friend like that?
or just accomplices to spam my blog?
if u insist to scold her,
i will say that u have neither rights to see my blog nor post your dirty language on my chat box.

see my blog will vomit, right? i hope u will diarrhoea, too.

to the point, don't be the so-called "ss" by just spamming my blog.
it's a waste of time. "time is gold".
know that phrase?lol.am i teaching some kids english?

by the way,
do allow me to remind u..
as a matter of fact,
no one is entirely perfect.
so stop teasing other people's weaknesses.
it's unbelievable to me that u don't have any!!
paddle your own canoe.

for a second, give me your ear.
i love to talk big about myself. so what???
it's my personality. do you have to give comment on it too??
in addition, mind your own business.

respect. i think u all have a blind spot.
do mind ur mouth.
by scolding all the impolite words is also not a solution. got it??


to the one who typed his/her name as "Guest My Name".
i see that u enjoy so much when teasing me. oh oh oh!! it's so wonderful to see a smile on your face!!
yeah. enjoy so much until u made a mistake and it's out of your knowledge huh.
guys, get what i meant?? figure it out yourself dude.
it's never too late to mend. don't worry, i won't call u a blockhead.
don't be ashame with it. i'm just proclaiming that u made a mistake - in a proper way.

who wants to see my dress?? do i need to tell u, too??
i understand if u have not reach your puberty.
i extremely can understand your difficulties.


lastly,
i respond to all your posts. who don't wan to read it can just avoid it.

to the "cheap po".
do you mean that yourself are cheap? opps....
although i don't know who are you, but let me tell you something.
do i say that i am pretty? don't make up story!
oh and, not the word nice. either pretty or beautiful.
anyway,
you're the only one that think yourself is pretty.
because u feel that you're prettier than me, right?
it's okay. i won't blame you. you're saying that just to oblige you have self-confidence.


to "074".
sorry lah i can't die. it's not my time yet.
or you're the one who is dying and you want me to be your companion??
not to the hell alright. =)

to "="="
i feel myself is all okay. do you have a problem with that?

to "qqq"
wah!! when my picture can kill people?? i didn't know about that!!
then i can offer it to the murderers at high price!! it's good to earn money!!
if you're smaller size than me, i shall call you little dwarf. don't compare yourself with other people, not good.

to "icucicu"
i see you see i see you. lol. i got it.
let me do some counting...
the "agong" u saying is richer than me because, one day, he saves ten cents more than me.
you can understand english, right? if you don't, i don't mind translating into chinese for you.

to "hahaha"
i'm sorry. i am not such a coward that you think. i posted this post!!!
it was proved that i am not scared of you!

to "ya meh???"
why do you say i will cry after seeing all those comments???
as if. i am strong. i am not so easily to be pushed down.
we see the quality. not the quantity.

to "cb~po"
i don't understand why u all call yourself those dirty words. don't u have a better name??
don't get influenced by all those improper language. we don't use the language to express our feelings.
think about it.

to "Xuan Get Lost"
whoa! worse!
if u can evaporate me, that's a victory!
i cried in school. so what? in this world, who never cry before?
i cried because i have feelings and i have my own reasons.
same thing, don't simply judge people in spite of knowing full well about the truth.
it seems like you're cold-blooded, too. don't be the odd one. we're all warm-blooded.
and why should i listen to you and fck my life??? i still have a lot of things to be achieved.

August 12, 2009

4 in 1

Firstly,
Gratz to n&j. lol.

Advice to both of you~
You hardly get it. Don't let it go easily. ^^

Today everything is normal. Thank god.

Anyway, there is a programme Score A in my school today.
I think only available for the good classes sitting for PMR this year.
PK1 told that they spent 6000 for this programme. lmao.

There were 15 laptops in the meeting room. And there are 43 of us.
Hence, 3 person sharing 1 laptop.
Luckily only nat sharing with me.
And sim with wong, beside us.

Nat was answering all the questions as fast as lightning.
Duh~she's a brilliant one. I tried to catch her up.

After school dylan ajak me to walk to the hospital to pay a visit to kim.
"Good luck, dylan.", said in my mind. It's tiring and it's on the 7th floor!!
Forced to take the stairs yesterday because the lift may contain viruses~ you know~to avoid something~
So it's better to take the stairs.

She was okay when I visited her. She was sleeping soundly and we watched her. hehe.
Hope she will be strong and be open minded.
After the visiting time is over, dylan and noveen went down. Left kim and I sitting on the bed chatting.
Then, we forgotten about them! Opps...sorry!!!

Approximately 4pm, king cycled to meet us.
Unfortunately by that time my mum already came to fetch me back home.
I offered a goodbye kiss for kim but she ignored. Never mind then.
I wish her to have the best best best best best best best luck in her operation. MuaxXX!!!


* * * * * *



Today mum informed me the cupboard will I have tomorrow in my room! Yoohoo! Eventually!! =)

August 11, 2009

Don't Drag Me!!! T.T

Damn frustrated!!!
HOmeWorKs!!!

Every English period teacher will give us task like the essays and summaries every time before she leaves the classroom.

OOOOOH NO NO NO.

Last week I hit the sack late at 12.30am every day.
Yesterday 1.30am as I'm rushing to finish the essay


phew phew phew~~~
Really gotta relax my mind..But how???

wooooo shit.

+ extra tuition classes
- my sweet dreams
+ homeworks
- my nap

Oww man...how how how~~~
I admit I am really nervous facing the PMR examinations. T.T

What if I don't get to go to the science stream class???

Moreover, I do feel that my luck this year is the worst than ever!!!
Duh~I'm acting like an idiot these days.
What's wrong with me??
Complicated man.
The more I do the worse things gets.

However I tried to cover my clumsiness.
But it will not work forever...

Impossibly!!!
I even broke my promises.
Seriously, I will not do that last time.
My reputation was ruined, ruined, ruined totally!!!
Gosh!!


And now I can't find the one who put me aeroplane.
"wo de tian a~~~S.O.S~~"

Mood swings will happen to me anytime.
I hope my friends will understand. =(
I hope the wrong words will not split out from my mouth again.

Am I changing???
Transforming into another person???







I'm frightened...

August 8, 2009

Woo yea!!
Today went to AEON with my lovely mum!
And I bought one set of dress~~
Bought it from SODA.
VOIR company I think. Hmm...

A yellow dress and a brown jacket.
The dress has a lace lining on the top there.
Jacket, has a cap 1! Looked fashion.
It's in a set.

Wear it without the jacket also nice.
With the jacket also very nice!!!
It's way too cute of me wearing it~ Hahaha.

Mum : wahh nice leh mei.

Me : ya lo..I agree~

Mum : buy it lah.

Me : har..wan meh?exp wor~u pay ar?

Mum : if wan then buy it lah.new year is also coming.buy first lo.

Me : (joyfully) reali can buy ar..hehe!


So my mum paid at the counter. Total RM208. Worthy la. So nice dress.
Still gotta buy something to add up until RM300 so that my mum is capable to be the member~

Weeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~ so happy! But I think I can't help myself seeing the new shirt hang in my cupboard until next year February!!!!

Sorry if you wants to see the dress that I newly bought.
I don't have a camera phone and I'm lazy to take it with the camera~
hehe~


After that we went to kenny roger's roasters to have our tea time.
But it seems like we're having our dinner!
Hmm..ordered 1 quarter meal and a mocha drink. Yummy!
Even though we shared the portion, we can't finish it.
Quite a big portion actually.

Tell you what, I think that's the first time I have my meal at kenny roger's roaster.
o.O"

About 5.30pm we left AEON and headed home.
I folded clothes while watching the tv.
Anyway there are still half load of clothes waiting some other people to gao dim.
>.<

Then have dinner together with my eldest sister's boyfriend.
Seeing two of them having their sweet sweet time~
I don't dare to talk much with my sister.
Scared will be the spot light mah. =D


Tomorrow it's Sunday.
Planning to do my studies.
Also, not to forget to wash my school shoe~
And iron my uniforms.

Don't be lazy girl!! =/

p/s: we've ordered a sliding mirror dressing table and a cupboard for clothes hanging for my room this afternoon.from ELK company.in a week time they will arrive to my house!yay woo!woo yay!