The Next 9 Hours

getting our Maths paper on the next 9 hours...
hahahahaha..
excited =D

3 missed call from mok..
haha sorry laa..
I was fitting on my cheongsam heh =D

okay..nitez world~~

Dears

maxim
nat
step
ting
ah goo
teng yee
zhen

All are my dears. *muacks*

I still love to spend time with them.

Every time recess,
that is our table!!!

No one sits on our table ok!

NO ONE.

You see that table,
it holds a lot of memories of ours.

You see that table,
A gang of chinese girls. =)

I'm proud to have them.

Friends make you chill, smile or even laugh out loud!
Friends help you when you're in trouble.
They sympathize you.
They love you.
I love them too...

I think I'm the one who can laugh the loudest and to laugh till the end among all of us.
Every day just happens to be that way.
Hehe.

I like to laugh together with them laa.
Feel so enjoyable when laughing. Don't you?
Laughing out loud is not insane one.~

Ohh and I wanna thanks to Christina who back-up us when there's a quarrel at canteen.
The malay girl is just fcking noob. Don't think of teasing us at all, alright.
First she sat on our table although we informed her that is someone's already.
Then she dropped food on my friend's leg. Situation got mad a little.
Not least!
She poured the soup and dirty my baby bottle! Not even apologizing to me. Hmph!!!
This kind of people also got. Pig is Pig.

* * * * * * * * *

I'm so happy that most of my friends said that my ugly-red-pimples-fulled face healed a lot.
Hoho....
Happy happy!!!

One even say my face shined. LOL. ty a lot man.
>.<"

Keep it up, xuan~

If I go facial for a few times more,
it definitely will heal more.

Remember lo xuan

anti chillie *i love spicy stuff a lot*
anti fried stuff *prevent the pimples to pop out*
drink water!

and jyjy applying all the moisturizer and sunblock day and night!

gahhh....now left all the scars only.

Thanks for my jie's sponsor and support, too.
Adding it all up total is RM350(facial) + RM888(products) about RM1000++ ba.
Oh god. She sacrificed a lot for me leh~ Yor muacks.
Do take care of your body rather than just working.


p/s: 1. I'm lack of money now!!! S.O.S!!! T.T
2. Nat faster accept Jobby laaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! blek!

Tomorrow

Hope to get my Maths paper soon!

But we've been thinking that,

"Is the teacher marking???????"


Whatever...
I just want to get my paper ASAP!

It's A Past Tense

I miss you.


It was a past tense.

But I felt guilty.
It had never been a continous tense.





Can I hug you?
Can I have your comfort?

I miss you.

It's not the matter of being selfish.
It's a matter of love.

You've taken my heart away.

Can I have it back??



I missed the days we had before.

We chat.
We glanced at each other without anyone's notice.

I miss the days and the things we did.
Nobody knows about it.
All they do is just play guessing.
It is out of their knowledge.
They did not know anything.


But we do.
We both do.


Your sound.
It kept on repeating in my mind.


The promise you made.
Is it true or it was just sweet talk?

The way u said it.
A cute and shy tone.

It will be deeply embedded in my heart.




Sometimes I can't control my feelings.
It was out of the blue that yesterday I texted you.
But for you it was nothing.

Sigh...

If I had made my decision earlier.
If I never drag the time.
If I had never ask from you anything!

Maybe things will end up a better way.



And I hate you!

You had the first move.
And you're the one who ended it.

Without caring of my feelings??

What about me??
I'm not a toy!




It's just too hurt.
Too hurt for me.

I can still feel the pain.
Although it was 30 days before.
or more...


I believe deep inside my heart
I will remember it.
I will not forget it.

Don't forget.
But remember that
I loved you.

3 August, 2009.

Whoa!!!!!!!

What a coincidence~
Omg I miss U so much la lao shi~~
I'm sorry i left without any words.
I'm sorry. =/

He is my calligraphy teacher.
He made me realized that calligraphy is something "WOW".
WOW in every way. Just WOW.
I'm very committed, every time attending my calligraphy class.

Although it is just writing words,
it can calm your feelings.
No matter how bad or miserable my feeling was, calligraphy would be my best antidote.


Once I stepped into the canteen,
A man wearing a red formal shirt with black long fitting pants,
sitting at the edge of the chair,
apparently waiting for someone, with full of patience.

I approached to him.
???????????????????????????????????
Full with question markssss above my head,
but excited.

Here is the conversation between us.
His hand keep on leaning on the table that time. =D

Me : Wa lao shi wat u doin here~!! it had been a long time we nvr met!!!
Him : Hey hi! this is ur skul ah?
Me : Ya lo ya lo. so wat brings u to MY SKUL?? *proud leh haha*
Him : Have a sit. There is a speech in ur skul.
Me : Wat speech ah lao shi? It seems like i'm attending one speech, too.
Him : Neh~ the shu fa. (of coz he nvr "neh"..i added it..>.<)
Me : Ha! i'm going leh. i'm going i'm going!! =D

Then we talked about the past.
And I asked about his current status.

Apparently, he is counted as retired dy.
He cut down a lot of classes.
Last time, every day!
Now, one week 3 classes only.
Sien ah..lao shi why leh..you have so many students.

However, according to him now he had changed himself to another profession.
Dunno wat profession la. About calligraphy. That's all I know.


We settled in the bilik bahasa of my school.
Together with form 1 and 2 kids. Kids lol. Didi meimei.
It's a 2 hours speech.

His speech won't get bored. Ever.
And it was in a condition of silence....................................... Wow, rarely been seen.
It's not the first time I listen to his speech.
His speech is just awesome.
I admire him a lot. A lot lot lot lot lot.

Can I be like him as well?? ^^



Through out the speech.
Walao eh proud sia.
Teacher introduced one of his great student..which is me~to the pupils.

Hahahahaha

Proud proud.
Some more praised me a lot.
Heeeeeeeeeehe.


After the speech
He wrote for me two words.
自信
Which is "CONFIDENCE".

I burst into tears.
Ohh man...I don't know why..
I just feel touching.
Touched.

Have been thinking of framing the paper up.
But mum said it is expensive.
Okay fine.
I will roll it up on something hard.and round.


It have been years I never see him.
His wife is also good in drawing! Pro drawing skills she have. *admired*
Both husband and wife include themselves in arts.
He writes and draws in black. And she draws colourful ones. (blur?nvm.)

Arts...Maxim always mention this word.swt.


Lao shi,
I wish you will have a great and bright future
And achieve your aims
You're the best teacher
I ever ever have.

^^

Hmm....

This...

Came up to my mind...

When I was in the car...

There, has set a new traffic law.

As the matter of fact, person who seats in front of the car must fastened their seat belt.

Relating to it, starting from this year, we received the same demand from the government for the back-seat passengers.

Hence,

My main point:

"Do you fasten your seat belt at the back seat when the car is moving??"

Well if you ask me...

I shall say...

Sometimes YES, which is a good thing.

and sometimes NO, which is also a negative one.

For me,

50% stands for comfort if the seat belt do not tie me up.

and 50% negative because it will increase the rate of me, "flying" out from the car when an accident occurs upon me.

But the chance of "flying" to the front, left, right, or even to the back is quite minimum for the passengers at the back seat...right?

Well, the front chair is already a shield for you there.

Left? If there is any case of that.

Right?Back????hmm....

Okay, my advice to you is...

Just fasten your seat belt wherever u seat laaa.

and remember to do it before the car starts moving.

For your own good. =)


Even my sister used to fasten up her doll which her bf gave her.
Proclaiming that just to avoid it from falling from the seat. Heh =D

Don't forget about your helmets, too, motorists!!!

Laughed

After coming back from lunch.
I laughed.
Loudly.
Cheerfully.


My brother was playing his newly downloaded Maple Story 2.
It's a chinese version.






I showed my interest.
So before playing he had to creat an account and character as well.

At first it was funny because all the instructions and words are all in chinese.
You have to understand that we can't read chinese as fluent as last time when we were in primary now.
We laughed without any reason after we saw the screen full of chinese.
Embarrassed laugh. "hehe"

He hardly read them. Using all his effort to understand the meaning.
That is already wasting his sight energy.

Then, he started to born/creat his char(short form for character).
A girl one. According to him, the outfits for girl chars are cheaper.

LOL. Whatever he says.



As he is still new to the version, there is a blur case.

How to choose the design of hair and eyes?????
Where to click? Where? Where??
He can't spot it so he thought maybe it is automatically chosen for the users.

Continously he clicked the button "back" and "continue" just to choose the hair and eyes he wants simultaneously.
For a fifty times perhaps?
Wasting time huh.
Eventually he got what he wanted.
Hooray!!!


But then,
he realized there is options to choose from.
"What?!!! After I'd click so many times?!!!"

Me : HAHAHAHAHAA

HAHAHAHA
HAHAHHAA
HAAAAHAAHAAHAHAAAAAA~~~

My father yelled at me. =.=

Uncontrollably... Xk curi-curi laughed, too.

Then, I don't know why he put his char's identity name as **
Two words.
He won't allow me to type it up here, will he? No, he won't.
The name is just very funny and weird to me.
So, i syok sendiri again.

"Why...very funny meh??"
"Ya la!! Hahahahahahahahahahahahaha.."

He began his explore inside the strange world.
Hmm...all were in form of chinese.

o.O"

Headache betul.

Moreover, all the names were very funny. Hohoho.
Someone "mu ji" mentioning "Ah, your name is.....ah, **...welcome to maple story!"
Well of course in chinese, too.
With the "ah" + the name, again.
Gee! The house was full with my laughter again.



I think that I would enjoy very much laughing seeing my brother playing that version days after..heh =D

Failure Today

Didn't do anything useful today..
just online..
and sleep..

Loads of tissues beside me now.
gonna flash it inside the toilet bowl..hahaha
sorry if i disgust you.
>.<"

Hope tomorrow I will do something meaningful - to wash my school shoes.
=)


Nitez all~~

I Need Tissues!!!!!!

After consulting a doctor,

I got my medicine~
It's in a form of powder.
So i gotta add water in order to drink it.
Moreover gotta do it myself. Lazy la man...


Doctor : Finish it within 3 days. Okay?
Me : Ooo.


Then, my sister paid money and we had a conversation and left with lunch and medicine in our hands.

I slept inside the car. Feel so good to be sleeping with the air-conditioner on-ing.
Went home and realized that my brother is still pigging on his bed.
By that time, the clock strikes and it is already 2 o'clock(i guess).
But I thought he slept very EARLY last night??
Is he so tired...o.O"


After having my lunch I continue to online.
Yeah. Online when I'm sick but study?
I have no mood for that. Sigh.
What kind of result I will get for my PMR?
No one knows.
I don't feel confident for my exam.

Except for my English Language and Maths.
Both are my favourite subject.
Because my tuition teacher made me to love the topics. =D
Not the school ones.

Most of the period of Science and Maths,
I prefer to sleep or mind my own business rather than listening to them teaching.
Ohh god i hate my Maths teacher very much.
So I'm depending only on my tuition classes. Depending a lot.


Upon teaching she will make you blur.
Even though you have learnt the chapter and understood it.
Sometimes she sings while teaching, as if she is teaching pre-school!!!
And also, her writing on the board is just simply "nice".

Anyway I hope she don't think that my exam result is so good because of her.
If I'm not wrong most of the pupil in my class had self-study or attend tuition as a back-up.
Right, friends?


Approximately 3pm the pillow was beneath my head.
Until 7.30pm, I got up.

Still refused to study.
Already headache, if I read the books, it will only get worse.
I read this from an e-mail.

"Working hard or studying with sickness may lead to a
decrease in effectiveness of the brain as well as damage the
brain."

So I hope that would be my excuse. >.<" Lastly I need more supply of tissues!!
Water just keep coming out from my nose!!
Argh!!!

Sickness Irritates Me A Lot

I am terribly sick now.
It irritates me.
Since I woke up on Wednesday.
Coughing+sneezing+headache~
OHH MY GOODNESS!


It made me uncomfortable.
Encouraging me not to do my studies.
But I still managed to sit in front of the computer,
bloGGing,
After taking a refreshing bathe.


I hope I will cure my sickness before it is too late to do my revision!!

Okay. I'm going out to consult a doctor.
To take my medicine. *sigh*


Have a nice day everyone =)